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Wednesday, October 12, 2011

From an ongoing translation of the holy words of Saba Yisroel

A simple man but Kosher:

And I was very simple, and I had very strong will to be a truly kosher man, to serve Hashem in truth, and to learn and to pray. Nu nu... especially since the years after the bar mitzva began, the war of 'sins of youth' started, yes – thoughts. And I didn't know what it was. Who could tell? Who could gauge? I had difficult battles. If I had any defect, even the slightest from the thought. No, no, no... God forbid I did not defect like the... any defect, the slightest, this was by me like the most evil man in the world, yes. I did not find a place for H”Y, for the Torah, yes. And this brought me to H”Y, specificly what I endured, and I overcame, and I fought, and I said, “I love H”Y no matter what will be, I desire to serve Hashem.” I prayed in the synagogue with fervor, and with faith, and with truth, yes, to the extent that I was alone (unique – unparalleled)....

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