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Sunday, August 31, 2014

To Mr. Kerry, Mr. Baird, Mr. Macron and Mr. Shapiro

Letter to Ambassador Daniel B. Shapiro and Secretary of State John F Kerry.  Ebay Ha Nachal 31/08/14

Your declared intent of avoiding US military intervention still containing ISIL, Putin’s Russia or Hamas is wishful thinking in the eyes of most people.  I agree with you however, and suggest that a quick non military action could and should provide results by the end of the month which could lead to real and lasting peace.

ISIL, Russia and Hamas placed their local populations on a war footing in order to loot their neighbors.   This toxic-“anti-culture” reappears occasionally since the time of Abraham.  Thank G-d most of the world today is still untouched, but again,  this anti-culture like Ebola is a disease we have no cure for, a re-eruption of a modified bubonic plague.  We need to find a cure and apply it fast.

Just isolating the contaminated cells, is completely impossible in today’s communication society.

There is a cure however.  It is called, happiness through purity.  Christian faithful will say, Jesus can clean you of all your sins.  When a person is pure and happy he unites with others, hates no one and is generous in his efforts to help others. I am Jewish, but the reasoning is absolutely sound, as has been proven so many times.

The source of ALL impurity is the broken promise to G-d made by 70 members of the family of Jacob entering Egypt. This corresponds to the 70 nations and the 70 faces of the Torah and the 70 members of the Sanhedrin.  NOT ONE CLANSMAN KEPT HIS WORD, in Hebrew the word for circumcision is “word oath”.   

It is not possible to be completely happy while we have been breaking our oath to G-d for over 3000 years.  Tit for tat, in the same way the brothers still hated Josef before and after coming out of Egypt, the nations still hate Israel even after having fought a great battle with Amalekite Hitler.

For the moment, it seems, the Putin pandemic has not yet become uncontrollable…in reality though it is already completely out of control because the cure is not known to our leadership. The irreplaceable, unavoidable vaccine is:

To make good on the eternal promise to G-d by the 70 members of Jacobs family, by bringing the bones of Rabbi Nachman to Jerusalem.  Don’t let anyone lie to you and say “we” took Josef to Shechem.  Moses, Joshua and Serach bat Asher carried out the task, all 600 000 regular tribesmen refused. Thank G-d, there is ample evidence that Rabbi Nachman knew he was/is the cure.

The solution is profoundly simple:  bring the bones of Rabbi Nachman to Jerusalem for Rosh Hashana.  Watch Israel unite, watch the world unite, watch the “bad people” beg for forgiveness…and even watch how slavery and persecution becomes unthinkable since the angels themselves will serve men as they were intended to in the beginning.

Still easy, for one more month, let’s be sealed in the book of life before more and more people lose life and limb.
If Rabbi Nachman is put on a plane in Ukraine, the World Federation for Moroccan Jewry will do the rest!

At your service,
Geoffrey Max Mordecai Spiro
Copy to:  Honorable Mr. John Baird, Mr. Emmanuel Macron
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Letter to Mr. Emmanuel Macron

Ministère de l'Économie, de l'Industrie et du Numérique

Télédoc 151
139, rue de Bercy
75572 Paris Cedex 12

Téléphone :
01 40 04 04 04

Attention au Ministre de L'Economie,
Mr. Emmanuel Macron,

Je suis tres heureux de pouvoir vous felicite aujourd'hui pour votre nouvelle responsabilite.

Je vous ecrit de Jerusalem la capitale mondiale du monotheisme avec une proposition qui vous permettra de prouver a toute la France comment un ministre peut encore etre un entrepreneur examplaire.

L'objectif: Amener la depouille de Rabbi Nachman de Uman en Ukraine a Har Zion Jerusalem avant Rosh Hashana.  50% du project sera assure par La Federation Mondiale du Judaisme Maroccain.  Mettre la depouille du Saint sur un avion du Virgin Airline me parait une tres bonne facon d'augmenter le tourisme et la securite, meme la vente du chocolat.

Tout le peuple d'Israel sera eternellement reconnaissant a celui qui rend cette operation possible.  Je crois que la guerre avec le Kremlin en Europe et au Moyen Orient et ailleur pourra etre evite aussi.

Merci d'avance pour votre consideration,

Geoffrey M. Spiro
chef de project

Copie:

Ministre des Affaires Etrangeres, Mr. Avigdor Lieberman
Ministre des Affaires Etrangeres du Canada, Mr. John Baird
Ancient President d'Israel, Mr. Shimon Peres

Saturday, August 30, 2014

The last words of Rabbi Nachman

last words of Rabbi Nachman:

"what do you have to worry about, I went before you; just stick together and I will be with you" when you consider that he insisted that "everyone be with him for Rosh Hashana, no one should be missing!"

The last sentence in the Haftorah of 'Nachamo Nachamo ami' is "No one should be missing!"

Since the whole issue around Rosh Hashana is Jerusalem and it's destruction and reconstruction it's pretty obvious that Rabbi Nachnman wants to join us here in Jerusalem.

ALL THE PEOPLE IN UMAN SHOULD REMAIN IN JERUSALEM FOR ROSH HASHANA SO RABBI NACHMAN WILL JOIN OUR KIBBOUTZ!

Friday, August 29, 2014

Nanach light in the dark

Only one thing will help

Bring Rabbi Nachman to Jerusalem Only one thing will help. 1) Send Rabbi Nachman to Jerusalem and 2) ask the Nation of Israel for complete cooperation until Russia is wiped off the map! The Ukrainians are not dealing with Pharaoh, they are dealing with Amalek!

As Russia widened its invasion of Ukraine this week, with the aim of tearing the nation apart, the West and even some of Ukraine’s leaders refuse to own up to the six-month-old reality that this is war and that Russian President Vladimir Putin is a threat to global peace who must be stopped.

Russia’s invasion started with its troops taking over Crimea on Feb. 27, and has widened with a mix of Kremlin-armed and -financed proxies, as well as Russian special agents and troops working inside eastern and southern Ukraine in April and May.

When the proxies started losing ground to the Ukrainian military in June and July under Russian leadership, Russia in August started seeking to regain lost territory and erase the hard-earned gains – paid for with the blood of more than 2,000 Ukrainian lives and counting – of the nation’s military and civilians.

And still the West is looking away as if this has nothing to do with them, preferring to ignore the new reality of Russia as a rogue state.

The astute Timothy Ash, head of London-based Standard Bank emerging markets research, was right as usual when he observed on Aug. 28: “The reality is that many Western governments, with strong business links to Russia, would rather prefer to ignore the awkward reality that Russia has changed, and the West needs to adopt a different approach. Surely this can no longer be business as usual when Russian actions are threatening peace, security and economic stability in Europe.”

German Chancellor Angela Merkel’s five-hour stopover in Ukraine on Aug. 23 symbolized the aimlessness of the weak Western response, for which all nations of the European Union will regret soon.

Merkel’s policy is to adhere to an outdated NATO-Russia agreement whereby the Western military alliance does not station large numbers of troops in NATO-member countries on Russia’s borders.

This may have been fine when Russia was not an adversary and before it violated international law by annexing part of Ukraine, but Putin’s Russia stands today as the strongest threat to global democratic values. The Kremlin dictator’s stance requires strengthening NATO through a significant build-up in the three Baltic nations and Poland, four countries that already have reason to doubt Western security guarantees.

Not only did Merkel in Kyiv not offer any military assistance so that Ukraine can better defend itself, the chancellor went a step further and said Germany – and therefore, most likely the EU as well – is not contemplating further economic sanctions against Russia. This was a double green light for Putin.

Merkel, often called a realist, is living in a dream world by offering a 500 million euros package to rebuild the Donbas. Rebuild for whom, Angela? The Russian Federation?

By Aug. 25, Ukraine had its answer, with the capture of 10 Russian paratroopers caught 30 kilometers inside Ukraine as part of an attack force. One of the detained paratroopers said he thought the group was on a military training mission and had no desire to fight against the Ukrainian people.

Meanwhile, on Aug. 26 in Minsk, the crazy man in the Kremlin was continuing his usual lies and misdirection with the gullible West and the historically hapless EU Foreign Minister Catherine Ashton. Putin has sized up many Western leaders, such as French President Francois Hollande and Merkel, as money-grubbing, weak-willed hypocrites who only require a regular stream of Kremlin prevarications to pacify and paralyze them.

President Petro Poroshenko, while a vast improvement over any other president in Ukraine’s history, is not yet up to the challenge. He spoke too softly and demanded too little in his meeting with Putin. The Kremlin mass murderer (though not on the scale of Josef Stalin yet) undoubtedly regards Poroshenko as a weak counterpart deserving of the same contempt that Putin gives Ukraine. Poroshenko compounded his hesitant leadership by declaring the situation under control on Aug. 28. No, the situation is not under control.

So what to expect?

Ukrainian forces are in danger of losing the ground they gained – and more, potentially the entire Donbas again. Some volunteer and regular army units are nearing revolt because of the poor strategy of Ukraine’s military leadership and their lack of arms to fight Russian forces.

Two steps are required.

Firstly, Ukraine’s leaders need to put the nation on a war footing. This means massive mobilization, rationing and, even if the West won’t help supply the resources, militarization of society.

Secondly, the West needs to deliver on arms and massive financial assistance, impose tougher sanctions and sever all possible trade deals with Russia. U.S. President Barack Obama, one of America’s weaker foreign policy presidents, needs to take a tough stand on behalf of Ukrainians by leading the Western response. For what does America have the world’s strongest military if it cannot help a good friend fight for its survival?

This war can still be won by the good guys fighting on their home turf. But victory will come only if the West – and Ukraine’s leaders—awaken from their spring and summer slumber.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

on my way to connect the head with the feet

Gush Night run, Allon Shvut Gush Etsion.  In memory of three bachors murdered by Amalekites.

Message to John Baird (Foreign Minister of Canada): "You are proof that great men are identified by the type of enemies they have.  You have every right to be proud of yourself.  Look at the creeps that hate you!"

Letter to the new French Minister of Economy- to bring Rabbi Nachman

Ministère de l'Économie, de l'Industrie et du Numérique

Télédoc 151
139, rue de Bercy
75572 Paris Cedex 12

Téléphone :
01 40 04 04 04

Attention au Ministre de L'Economie,
Mr. Emmanuel Macron,

Je suis tres heureux de pouvoir vous felicite aujourd'hui pour votre nouvelle responsabilite.

Je vous ecrit de Jerusalem la capitale mondiale du monotheisme avec une proposition qui vous permettra de prouver a toute la France comment un ministre peut encore etre un entrepreneur examplaire.

L'objectif: Amener la depouille de Rabbi Nachman de Uman en Ukraine a Har Zion Jerusalem avant Rosh Hashana.  50% du project sera assure par La Federation Mondiale du Judaisme Maroccain.  Mettre la depouille du Saint sur un avion du Virgin Airline me parait une tres bonne facon d'augmenter le tourisme et la securite, meme la vente du chocolat.

Tout le peuple d'Israel sera eternellement reconnaissant a celui qui rend cette operation possible.  Je crois que la guerre avec le Kremlin en Europe et au Moyen Orient et ailleur pourra etre evite aussi.

Merci d'avance pour votre consideration,

Geoffrey M. Spiro
chef de project

Copie:

Ministre des Affaires Etrangeres, Mr. Avigdor Lieberman
Ministre des Affaires Etrangeres du Canada, Mr. John Baird
Ancient President d'Israel, Mr. Shimon Peres




Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Strange Dreams

     I've figured out that before a big change in my life, I have some really strange dreams. Usually these dreams are somewhat morbid, and otherwise odd and filled with confusing messages. Sometimes they're upsetting, or I wake up thinking about how weird the dream was. It's common knowledge that when we sleep, our souls literally leave our bodies and Hashem keeps them until we wake up. It could only be Him who is giving me these strange, upsetting messages.
     The most common themes in my dreams are that I'm somewhere that I don't want to be, I'm being chased by someone wanting to kill me, or murder is taking place and I'm trying to stop it.
     There was one particular dream that stood out from all the other wacky, confusing dreams. In my dream, I found out that a company was killing people and making profit off of them. I figured that I was the only one who could stop it, so I tried to investigate. There was a mean woman from the company who came after me with a knife, and If I didn't kill her, she would kill me. You can assume what I did in response. For a while I didn't want to consider what this dream meant, but when I did I was very glad. Usually death or murder in a dream means that you're letting go of a part of yourself, or a part of your old life is ending. If only I had considered that earlier! The past few weeks have been painful, because of all the changes. These changes aren't vain, because they're helping me to change. In the Talmud, Brachos volume 2, Daf 33 Amud A, Rabbi Ami had said; "If someone does not have understanding, it is forbidden to have mercy on him". In the side notes, a second statement of his was mentioned in which he said, "One should not have compassion for someone who denies that his suffering is meant to stir him to repentance." Maybe the truth about why I am suffering right now is along with the changes that are happening, the suffering is to push me to change in other ways, deeply in my character.
     The problem is that a lot of people don't look deeply into their dreams because they assume that because they're "not real", they don't have "real" meanings. Well, they certainly do, and Rebbe Nachman kept a dream journal and interpreted his dreams. The Zohar tells, "A dream uninterpreted is a letter unopened".
     When people complain that G-d doesn't respond to them when they pray, I tell them that maybe they're not listening. Since we're not on a prophetic level like Moshe, we don't get to hear Hashem speak. But He is indeed "speaking". Some people I tell this don't want to listen. They get frustrated with me and say I don't "hear" anything; sometimes they say that I just imagine He's responding. B"H that He gave us dreams, because with these He sends us messages we otherwise would not receive. Dreams aren't to be taken lightly! Since I've been having these creepy dreams I've been recording them on paper, and I try to interpret them. It's been helpful to "hear" these messages. Don't ignore them.

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Sunday, August 24, 2014

Letter to MFA John Baird before Minsk

Mordecai Geoffrey Max Spiro
World Federation of Moroccan Jewry
42 Jaffo St. Jerusalem
Kikar Tzion
0504104961

Minister of Foreign Affairs
Mr. John Baird
2249 Carling Ave Suite 418 Ottawa, 
Ontario K2B 7E9; 
Tel: 613-990-7720; Fax: 613-993-6501; ..

Your Honour,

The recent deal between the financial elite in Germany and the emerging democracy of Ukraine poses a potential threat to Canadian interests in a nuclear capable country with a serious economic handicap.  

Richard Bronson will be in Minsk, he has a serious interest in flying Rabbi Nachman to Jerusalem.  If Canada doesn't suggest this to him and to President Poroshenko, Ukraine will be subjected to directives from those who have supplied Iran and are also preventing the destruction of Hamas.

Mrs. Merkel is now in the drivers seat of those trucks...and the only way to take the initiative back is to put Bronson in the cockpit with Rabbi Nachman on board!

Peace is possible...the King of Morocco is behind a deal in which no Jordanian, Israeli or Egyptian soldier fired a shot at another in over 30 years!  The Moroccan Federation will arrange the reception of Rabbi Nachman in Israel.

Wishing you health and success and a happy Rosh Hashana!

Mordecai Spiro
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Project coordinator

Saturday, August 23, 2014

At Minsk the fate of Rabbi Nachman and the world might be decided!


Canada is deeply disturbed by today’s news that Russian vehicles have illegally entered Ukraine for the purported purpose of delivering humanitarian aid.
Canada calls on Russia to reverse its course and to negotiate in good faith with Ukrainian authorities with respect to any and all attempts to provide genuine humanitarian aid to the people of Ukraine.
You can read the full statement here: http://bit.ly/1l1hwl8
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Friday, August 22, 2014

The Light - Updated


A new version of 'The Light' is now available for free download.
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Thursday, August 21, 2014

This Week's Parshas - Re'eh

    This week's parshas brought up an interesting point. It was said in chapter 13 verse 7, the following; "If your brother, the son of your mother... Or your friend who is like your own soul will entice you secretly, saying 'Let us go and worship the gods of others'". First of all, the passage is talking about the people that are most close to you. In my blog on Facebook, Eliora's Emuna, I had spoken about being late to get to the airport, and I was worried that my suitcase wouldn't get onto the plane because I was checking it late. I wrote briefly about how close a person is to their posessions. I couldn't even imagine going to New Mexico without all of my belongings. It was almost a paralyzing fear!
     You could take this verse to teach a parallel lesson. A person is greatly influenced by the people that matter to them. A person is also greatly influenced by people who aren't as important to them. American society uses influence to persuade people to buy and do things that otherwise they would not. American society also teaches us to worship posessions and money through that influence. As a result of the influence of a person's friend or brother in the parshas, it was said that this should be done because of their sin, "You shall pelt him with stones and he shall die, for he sought to make you stray from near Hashem". American society's influence, persay, causes the same result! Though these are not the days when G-d would "sizzle" those who sinned grievously, there is a similar consequence. Those who are easily overcomed by secular influence, it has caused them to be greedy. Their spirituality suffers because of their greed; it is sizzled like Nadab and Abihu!
     A lady I met who grew up in West Germany, back when there was the Berlin Wall, told me how in Europe when a child's toy is broken, they fix it. In the United States, it gets thrown out and a new one is bought. This illustrates clearly the morals of American Society. If you cannot gain benefit from something anymore, such as a person or object, they are discarded! Then, something else is brought in, in its place. This is the most pure form of greed. As a side note, it's an even more greedy practice because the majority of goods imported to the United States from Asia are made through underpaid, usually abused, laborers. Because of human greed, other humans, animals, and the world suffer. It's not just your spirituality that will suffer; you bring others down to suffer with you.
     Moshe and Aaron worked together as a single unit. If one suffered spiritually, the other one did as well. When you are greedy, both your spirituality and the spirituality of others greatly suffers. When I see people who are very patriotic towards our country, the United States, I'm almost disgusted by their ignorance. The United States was formed because Britain was greedy and the colonists wanted to be free from such opression. Today, the United States is a world power, because of their own greed. Our government does what it does to receive benefit. If they help out with the situation in the Middle East and they're actually successful for once, they may gain allies and the gas prices drop. They don't do it for the countries in the Middle East; it's done almost exclusively for themselves.
     If a person frees themself from greed, it is influential and a mutually beneficial situation for the people around them. Just as if one person is corrupted by greed, others follow. Believe it or not, healthy influence spreads as well! A person's children often have similar faults and similar strengths as them. If you are greedy, chances are that your children will learn to be greedy as well. If you choose not to be greedy, your children probably won't be greedy either. Then, your grandchildren probably won't be greedy. Consider this for a moment; if everone reading this chose to banish their greed, think how many people who wouldn't be greedy!
    
    

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Sent to Richard Branson (Virgin Airlines)

The Ukrainian Government and Virgin could make a killing by carrying the remains of Rabbi Nachman to Jerusalem in time for Rosh Hashana. Only VIPs that pay good money can be allowed on the plane. The Ukrainian currency will go right up if you put for example the grave of Rabbi Nachman in Uman on the 5,- Hyrv. bill instead of the monster who is currently on it, or hey why not put President Petro Poroshenko and Richard Branson on it! the value will go RIGHT UP! For more details on this important and serious project (facebook) Bring Rabbi Nachman to Jerusalem.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Missouri & BIS

missouri compromise and newspaper prize from missouri relevant:

1820 times ykvk in torah etc.. reason:  slave-drivers last stand against abolitionists (missouri compromise 1820).  Abuse of this clause caused the civil war...the greyback dollar and the greenback dollar.

This year Kyiv Post received first prize in Journalism from Missouri.

Missouri Again.  

The tears of Karduner gave us Odesser,  The laughter of Odesser can give us Moshiah.  Putin wants slavery, Basel wants PERVERSION.  Therefore, Ham (black) can not win this war only SHEM (Na Nach). Nachman can not win this without Moshiah, WE MUST GET RABBI NACHMAN to Jerusalem.  That is why the Petek needs to be revealed...I think Lapid can win the H$$arts of the Egyptians (black), but the ministers need to keep Bibi in check.  

Obama, understands the letters I write, but uses them for his own lusts.  I don't know if Bibi is just as messed up, but I know the people that can influence his son...(not that they would want to listen to me $$$).

Norway (laban) is going to stop their funding of Hamas?? They are not to blame as long a Jew can be blamed for leading them down the wrong way...it's all his fault obviously, they escape guilt.(that's exactly what they want).

Ukrainians are on the side of the guys in the streets of Jerusalem.  The "value" of the BIS is going to CRASH!  General mayhem will follow, which does not concern people of true faith.

THERE IS NO REASON FOR RABBI NACHMAN NOT TO COME IMMEDIATELY.  BIBI is NOT cooperating because he is following orders from Obama-Merkel-Putin (BIS).  Goodby BIS! Heinz(hinds)-Kerry and J street (J-ale) stripes!  

Hope Bibi will feel liberated enough to do the right thing. BIS is already planning to make a killing on the financing of the orgy of spiraling violence. (no local boys will be sent to the slaughter, like the last time).  BIS Moshiah Ved Kommen!

Love Breslov - Rosh Hashana by the Rebbe - Nanach

HH --- hit song produced by Nekuda Tova in Uman!!! NNNNM!

Monday, August 18, 2014

My Mitzrayim

     I'll admit something personal; I have lived with the title "depression" for almost my entire 16 years of life. People sometimes ask, "What's your Mitzrayim?". I don't even have to think before I answer. As I write this, I feel especially afflicted by my Mitzrayim. The word, used to mean Egypt, can be translated as "narrow space", as in a narrow space in between. The fact that the Israelites were in Egypt was their Mitzrayim, a space between who they were and who they were to become. I'm in a space stuck between a life I could have and the pained life that I have. Hashem doesn't help people who don't help themselves, so I try. We all know that isn't easy, and no one wants to hear cheesy lines about how it'll get better, or how hard times don't last. Give me a break, I think, they do last. Hard times do last! But don't let them last forever! You don't have to let your Mitzrayim, your narrow place, hold you captive and trap you where you don't want to be!
     A narrow place in the middle of something "good" and something "bad" is one of the worst pains of being a human. It's not bad to feel "good", and it's not bad to feel "bad". Feelings exist for a purpose. The Israelites would not have remained the Chosen People had they been given the easy road with easy feelings, because they would have become spoiled right off the bat. They had their times when they rebelled against G-d, but my point is, there is no such thing as good or bad feelings, because they both can elevate you to heights far above anywhere you ever though possible. Happiness keeps a person going, but sadness allows for a person to learn to become happy, and to keep themselves happy. If Hashem didn't create sadness, we wouldn't even know what happiness is.
     On the note of these so-called "bad feelings", I once read an article by a Breslov writer (I'm sorry to say I do not remember who) who made a distinction between sadness and depression. Depression, he said, was as if a person denied that G-d had a plan for him, that He wasn't even there for the guy. Sadness, he said, was a test fall for a person to trust Hashem. This rings true. There are times when I want to walk away from Hashem. I've learned that whether you want Him following you or not, He's pretty much stalking you, in a good way; and it's all because He cares! You can't walk away from G-d. When I was younger I tried, and it was an "epic fail", as secular teens call it.
     Good things come from hard times if you only try. Look here; I'm a living and breathing example! I begged Hashem; find me a life that I want to live. Give me something to hold on to when the pain is killing me. He gave me Breslov. This sounds like one of those cheesy coming-to-faith stories, I know. The faith Hashem has given me to fight my Mitzrayim has kept me trying. People ask me how my faith even works, and why I still follow by it, if it's "not working", in their eyes. The answer is that because of my faith, I can stop myself from giving up. When the hard times hit, I put out my trusty faith to fight the battle of depression so that I don't lost myself to it as I used to. Remember, Hashem promised to Avraham and then Yaakov, "I will make of you a great nation and I will bless you", on the condition that they followed Him with faith. This is a promise that stands today for the pained people in the world, and the ones who are not so pained, if they so choose to live by their side of the bargain with Him. Have faith, because G-d keeps His promises, on the condition that you keep yours. Make it so that you deserve for Him to perform a miracle for you. The Sforno Torah commentary said that there are two kinds of miracles; natural miracles, and nature-bending miracles. If the miracle that you ask of Hashem is the natural sort, keep trying and have faith. If it's the other sort you're asking for, I think you're out of luck.